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love as if you'll live forever :: live as if you`ll
die tomorrow ; listen to your heart -proceed'
with confidence ; cry later and for now just``
e N J O Y t H E L A U G H T E R <333
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1- listened to her talk . god i hate that class
2- balled it up with jame <3
3- she spoke the whole time . hate her
4- quiz .. joe kicked my desk the entire time
5- talked to tylerrr and then went and sat in harvs class for like 15 min hah i love him
6/7- more percentss .. nothing new
7/8- did lots a questions .. talked to tyler and he got his seat moved haha =[
then had bball tryouts againnn <3 and i came prepared with my little clipboard and everything todayy haha wow i love ittttt . then i had to go on the late busss =[ i was scaredd so i sat with bj! <3 i love him haha hes hysterical yeah and tomorrows the last bball tryouttt =[ KENNY WILL BE THERE hahah i love that little guyyy. im dying my hair thursdayy back to my natural color wooo im terrified haha and friday im goin to the game wtih jame and im sleeping there saturday <33 i love herrr . yeah im gunna goo holler back
i love you more than anything in this world <33 i wish you understood
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saturdayy -- had cheer practice in the morning yeah it was okayy =[ last practice with my teamm yeah it was sadd. then kell came over and we hollered at bopps partyyy hahah we stood there by ourselves cuz we didnt know anyone then some of our friends camee and then it got really stupid cuz they didnt like us and we didnt even know them so my mom picked up me jame kell chris tom pat brian and tyler came to my housee and we partied it upp hah yeah we jus played twister and hide and go seek and stuff yeah it was funn. i <33 my friends so0o muchhhh! =] and then everyone left around 11..
sunday -- had garden state competiton .. yeah last time ever doing this routine with my teamm yeah i cried a lott and it jus wasnt a good dayyy well anyway there was this amazingly hott guy cheerleader spotter -- JAYME! <33 wow me jess samant caitlin christina and devann were def his fan club! hah it made my dayyyy . woo take it offfff haha tom tracy who? haha wow girls i love you guys more than lifeeeee <33 and yeah we performed absolutely AMAZING like the best we everr haveee hahah taylors hair fell out which is why we got second..=/ its ok tho cuz we had an amazing yearr but i guess we jus werent good enough but i have some memories i will never forget and freindships that will last foreverrrrrrrrr =] then i went home with jess n samant haha our feet jess!! wooo babyy <3 and then we got lost for about an hourr haha it was fun though and then i came home and did homeowrk and shizzle..
todayy -- school..yeah fell asleep in acting hah nothing good.. then had first bball tryouttsss . yeha im the best manager everr <3 haha i definatly will cry if the 6th graders dont make it hah i love themmm yeah theres like 9 managers but its all goooood <3 and now im home ad im gunnna goo.. laterr fizz
comment <33
its official..im in love with you <33
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[05 Nov 2004|06:47pm] |
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im in love .. i jus wish u kneww </3 *
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last nightt i went to morgans partyyy with jamie and played hide and go seek and red roverr with jame kell al pat and jess yeah it was funn hah and then big rob picked me n jame up and we went back to my house and took 90437689576 insane / slutty picturess well not slutty but slutty for uss hahah it was funnnn hah and then we made me a myspace hah check it outt and then we went to bedd around 2 and jame left at like 930 be4 i was even awake cuz she had to babysitt and then i went with my mom to get her haircutt and im dying mine dark brown on thursdayyy! woo im scaredd but really excitedd and then be4 ya know itt i went to jamies housee haha and then we went to the movies with b-rad and big ran haha it was amazing cuz we went to the one in toms riverr and EVERYONE WAS GHETTTTO and theres me n jame in our hollister sweatshirts haha wow we felt outta place like woahh haha it was hysterical thoo and yeah we saw shark tale and it was the stupidiest moviee like hmm everrr! and um yeah these 2 little 11 year old punks were throwing pop corn at us like they were all tough crapp hahh yeah we almost knocked them outtt. ahah and yeah then we took one of those sketch picss and it looks really cute and then her mother drove me homee <333 and tomorrow i have a 3 hour cheer practice .. wahoo? haha im outt laterrrr
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had practicee .. didnt really practice jus played around the whole timee and got chased by the janitor for being in the gym room wen we werent suposed to be hahah <3 i love themm and then WE ALL SLEPT OVER COACHIESSS HOUSEEE wow it was amazing even tho i didnt sleep and i was cranky haha i love them so0 muchh we had so0 muchh funnn <33333 then walked to get breakfast right wen we got outta bed haha we looked pretty and yeah we have garden states on sundayy . wooohoo? hah yeahh but at least we know we can get firstt and thats always nicee haha and yeah no matter what happens with the whole us goin to regoins thing i will always love themmm no matter whatt <33 best friends foreverr!
then i camee homee and jamie came over and we went to the mall yeah and we shopped.. alot <3 hah i love herrrr and yeah i saw paul but didnt notice him and didnt say hii hah im cool and then my brother panella and benson <3 came to get uss and they blasted some hardcore shizzle and i think im permanatly deaf haha and yeah we are now home alone and we jus faught each other ya know like usual and later on we are goin to morganss partyy . should be a blast haha alrite we are outtt peaceeeeeeeeee
commmment if u like the new layout <3
u need to seek professional help .. like now!
<33 chell n jamie
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homerooom -- talked to godd with katiee..nothing new
1- watched katie eat people and went over some outline
2- tried to teach jame and morg how to cheerlead .. hm yeah ok hahah
3- did some new skit with jame morg and carly <33
4- presented my project did a few things wrong .. oh well
5- talked to tyler and morgan and then skipped tart math with morgan and hung out with mr.harveyy hah i love himm <3
6/7- math testtt . so0 easyy i loved itt
7/8- listened to her talk the whole time =[ wow shes so0 fricken weirdd hah talked to tyler the whole time and made fun of herrr hah =] *
everything seems to be getting back on track latelyyy and things arent as bad as i thought they were and everythings getting bettter but i miss erikk more than anything in the world and would give the world for him to comee backkk wow its not the same without himm but i guess i have to deal with itt but hes coming backk in 22 dayssss babyy <333333 =D=D=D=D!! i cant waitttt i love you erikk hah and yeah i miss my cheerleading team so0 much its unbeliableeeee ughh yeah it suckss .. tomorrow goin to the mall with jame and shes sleeping overrrr <3 we havent hung out in forever cuz of cheer . im so0 excitedd =D haha alrite im outt . peaceeeeeeeee
www.picturetrail.com/chell_stone << check out the pics from competiton!
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ok well yesterday was asbolutely horrribleee .. =[
competiton was yesterdayy and at first it started out amazing like we were having so0 much fricken funnn <33 and the bus ride coachie made us cry like usual cuz shes jus that amazminggg =D hah and yeah then we got there and jus watched all the teams for awhilee and got reallllly scareddd and then it was time to go into the tunnel and we were so0 confident in ourselves and eachother that wewere gunna do amazinggg soo we go outt there and hit our cheer amazinglyy and then comes the music =/ it screws upp it starts skipping but we cant stop and we have to go on and do it no matter what so0 we tried our best not to cry cuz we were so0 upset but we styll did AMAZINGG!! but it jus wasnt good enough .. we didnt make itt and we lost my 1 or 2 points which makes it even worsee but at least we know we came closee and yeah we all cried for about 3 hours afterwardss and i jus cried myself to sleep and its not even the fact of moving on i was upset about it its that i wont ever get to see these girls anymoree and they have bcome like my sisterss and we did everything together and i mean everythingg <33 like every weekend consisted of these girlss and now its all over and i dont know what im gunna doo i already miss them more than anything and its only been a dayy i cant even imagine the next few weeks =[ it feels like part of me is like gonee and im not complete anymoree i mean that team was my lifee and now its overr =[
jackson midgets * we did our best yesterday and we all know we did and thats all that matters and we will always bee #1 in my heartt <3 u dont know how much im gunna miss you each and every one of you more than anything in this whole fricken worldd and it suckss so0 badd it has to end noww cuz we were all jus starting to get so0 closee and now its like we will never see each other anymore but we have some of the greatestttt and best memoriess that i will never forgett and frienshipss that will neverr endd <33 i love you girlss more than lifee itselfff. best friends foreverrrr NO MATTTER WHATTT<33
life has been really hard and sucky lately like one thing is good and nothing else is like everything cant be good for me at the same time and it really sucks because like be4 yesterday cheerleading was the only amazing thing in my lifee and nothing else wass and now cheerleading is over and it sucks and everything else seems to be falling right into placee i mean i love my friends more than lifee <33 like wow i couldnt ask for better friendss and like the whole " guy scene " all im gunna say is right now im happy with itt =D .. extrememly happpy .. so yeah growing up isnt easyy . but who said it was? .. byeee
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here i go againnn.. <33
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okk well today was pretty much the best day of my life wow <3333
well friday i had practice and it was reallllly hardd i think i died and like came back to lifee wow it was intenseeeee we all were fighting adn getting frustrated ughh it wasnt good =[ and then i came home adn then slept over devans and we jus hung out with dan and tomm yeah we hadd funn i love devann <333 bffff.
today <33 * went to practice this morning with devan and brennna =] practice was amazing i love our teamm and we work together so0 wonderfully its incredibleeee! then i came home for awhile and then kell n jamie came over my casa to get ready for tomss partyy <33 so we went and yeah it was fun but i think i left be4 it really got started but anyway then i went to DRACULAS DOMAIN HAYRIDE WITH MY CHEEERR TEAMMMMM <3333 wowowww i had the time of my lifeeeeee it was hysterical and terrifing at the same timeee haha me samant devan jess christina and caitlin were all over each other the whole time jumping everywhere it was the most insane night everrrr! haha who ya gunna call? GHOST BUSTERRSSSS!!!!! ahahah woww jackson midgetsss - i love you girls more than anything in the whole universee holy shittt i really dont know what i would do without this team and i want to thank all of you for making this a year i will never forgetttt we all have become so0 close and we have kicked ass until now and we arent stopping here im telling you guys WE ARE TAKING THIS ALL THE WAY TO FLORIDA NO MATTER WHATT!! <333 i love you girls so0 much and i know we can do thisssss .. COMPETION IS TOMORRROW <333 do u know what time it iss? PARTYYYY TIMEEEEEE!!!! haha wooo i love you guys foreverrrrrrrrr ok but i have to go now cuz comp in the morninggg ahhhh
happpppy halloweeeenn =]
im done with boys =] they are way too complicatedd
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i love smelling kell's farts . its just so , luscious.
<333 shes so freaking hott . i love her more then you
yupp your jealous
yah no why
because your probly fat and ugly ..
and sitting there reading this
wishing you were best friends with kell too
but nope , she's all mine .
hah loser .
ps . die
pss . die
pss . i love you
psss . oh no , i meant die.
so ha , you wish you were friends with kell.
but no , i love her so much more.
<33 michelle stone
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well today we got to dress up for halloween at school and me n jamie were tooth fairys and wow we looked absolutely amazingly cuteee =D hah i love itttt and today was pretty much all tests it sucked so0 badd wow halloween used to be so0 fun in school and now its jus like any other day =[ well anyway my life now a days consists of cheerleading .. cheerleading .. and more cheerleading haha i love itt thoughh like i really couldnt ask for a better teamm . we have all become so0 close its unbeliveable and whatever happens on sunday i will love you all foreverr even tho we are gunna kickkk assss <333!! well yeah tonight i have cheerleading from 7-930 i mean where else would i be on a friday night? haha and yeah tomorrow i have cheerleading from 12-2 then a game at 6 =D =D and then the hayride with the entire team at 830 <3333333 which i cannot wait forr im so0 exctieddddddddddd <33 i actually watied for erik to come to his locker yesterday be4 i realized he wasnt coming and then i started to cryy =[ yeah it sucks without himm .. school is like shit noww and i really wish he was here <3 well 27 days till he comes backk for a visitt =D=D!! i miss you erikkk i love you no matter whattt <3
alrite im outt . laterrrrrrrr
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well i think u could say tody was the worst day of my life =[ yeah erik movedd .. and the worst part about it is i watched him jus drive away and did nothing but wave =[ u never realize how much u really love and care about someone until one day they are jus gonee and they arent coming backk and yeah he'll be bak for visits soon and stuff but he will never be bak for good and things will never be the same and i cant handle itt and i would honestly give everyhing and anything in the world jus for erik to come backk .. i miss him so0 much already and he's only been gone for like 4 hours i cant even imagine what life is gunna be like from now on without himm <33 i mean whos gunna tell everyone to die all the time and whos gunna close my locker everytime i open it and throw rotten apples it and who am i gunna go to great adventure with and whos gunna be erikk .. no one will everr take his place and u never realize how much someone means to you and how much u do with them and have fun with them until their gone .. and i know i should try to look on the bright side of things but right now there is none . my life will never be the same without him .. ever .. nothing even matters to me anymore like why even wake up everyday knowing he wont be waiting for my locker wit kell like he is everday =[ . NOTHING WILL EVERRR BEE THE SAMEE .. EVER! erikkk i love you more than words could ever describee and i miss you so0 much alreadyy <33 comee backkk.. u mean everything to mee and ugh i love youu <3
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well i think u could say tody was the worst day of my life =[ yeah erik movedd .. and the worst part about it is i watched him jus drive away and did nothing but wave =[ u never realize how much u really love and care about someone until one day they are jus gonee and they arent coming backk and yeah he'll be bak for visits soon and stuff but he will never be bak for good and things will never be the same and i cant handle itt and i would honestly give everyhing and anything in the world jus for erik to come backk .. i miss him so0 much already and he's only been gone for like 4 hours i cant even imagine what life is gunna be like from now on without himm <33 i mean whos gunna tell everyone to die all the time and whos gunna close my locker everytime i open it and throw rotten apples it and who am i gunna go to great adventure with and whos gunna be erikk .. no one will everr take his place and u never realize how much someone means to you and how much u do with them and have fun with them until their gone .. and i know i should try to look on the bright side of things but right now there is none . my life will never be the same without him .. ever .. nothing even matters to me anymore like why even wake up everyday knowing he wont be waiting for my locker wit kell like he is everday =[ . NOTHING WILL EVERRR BEE THE SAMEE .. EVER! erikkk i love you more than words could ever describee and i miss you so0 much alreadyy good luck in ohio! they'll love you there ... dont worry!<33 comee backkk.. u mean everything to mee and ugh i love youu <3 and thanks for always jus being there wen i needed someone to make me smile .. cuz u always did =]
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yeah today was a little better i guess but i dont feel like writing anything about my day cuz none of it matters anyway cuz eriks last day is tomorrow and i honestly dont even wanna go to school cuz it is gunna be so0 horribly hard and terrible ughh i jus dont wanna wake up to tomorrow
=[ ugh yeahh this really sucks and i dont know what im gunna do with myself tomorrow and after that but yeah once again im not in the mood for anything or anyone ..
erik i lvoe you so0 muchh .. im gunna miss you more than anything in this world jus know that im alwyas here for you no matter whattt <33 bf4L!!
jackson midgets * 4 dayss till states <3 we gott thiss . i love you girls so0 muchh .. best friends foreverrrrrrrrr
nothing will ever be the same .. ever
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hmm well today couldnt of been worse .. erik is moving on wednesday and i definatly havent stopped crying for a second all dayy and i really dont know what im gunna do without him i mean hes became one of my best friends and he is the most amazing person ive ever met and yeah he wont be here to see everyday but i know we wil always be friends no matter how far away he iss <333 but its jus really hard to the fact that after wednesday he jus wont be there and nothing in my life will ever bee the same without himm =[ =[ erik * i love you with all of my heart ..ill always be here for you no matter what or wheree u aree <33 good luck in ohio! i know they'll love you cuz we all dooo =D more than anything <33 best friends foreverrr! . ughh yeahh im really not in the mood so0 im gunna goo...
midgets <33 5 daysss . we got thiss!
florida here we come biotch i love youss!
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wow i hate trying to be something everyone wants me to be even tho its not me at all .. ughh everythings been so0 hard and bad lately for some reason i mean ive been crying so0 much lately and sometimes i dont even know exactly whyy .. first - erik moving , i dont know what im gunna do its gunna be so0 weird without and nothing will ever be the sameee . everrrrr! hes one of my best friends and after wednesday he jus wont be there =[ ughh i cant talk about itt and then theres the whole guy scene which i havent been doing to good in lately and i try to give up but i jus cant sometimes and it all jus makes no sense to me =[=[ i dont know i jus wanna move away i really jus wanna move farrr awayy. and jus start overrr ..=/ yeahh im outt laterr
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JACKSONNNN MIDGETSSSS WE DID AMAZINGGGGGGGG YESTERDAYYYY!!!! <333 SECOND PLACEE HELL YEAHHHHH!!! AHH I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO0 MUCH IM SO0 PROUD OF ALL OF YOUUU . THIS IS ONLY THE BEGINNING!! <33 =D=D
WELL YEAH PATS SURPRISE PARTY WAS AMAZINGG!! I WENT WITH JAMIE <33 BUT WOW IT WAS SO0 MUCHH FUNNN AND HE WAS SO0 SURPRISED HAHA I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO0 MUCHHH ITS AMAZING!! <333 NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE <3 =D!
then after the wonderul party i went home with jamie and slept there and we had so0o muchh fun haha i love her so0o muchhh like i would really be nothing without herr <333 ahh i love herrr . best friends foreverrrrrrrr! <33 and now i have to get ready for the playoff gameee!!! wahoooo GOOD LUCK BOYSS U GOT THIS! haha i love gamess!! <3333
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JACKSON MIDGETS WE DID ABSOLUTELY AMAZING TONIGHTT!!! IM SO0 PROUD OF ALL OF YOUUU . I LOVE YOU EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU SO MUCH ITS INCREDIBLEE!! I KNOW WE CAN DOO THISSS <333 1 DAY TILL COMPITION!! FLORIDA HERE WE FRICKEN COMEE!!!! DO U KNOW WHAT TIME IT ISS .. PARTYYY TIMEEEEE!!!! <333 I CANT WAIT TILL SATRUDAY LADIESSS! WE CAN DO THISSSS <33
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yesterday -- school yeah blah blah nothing neww hah then came home and went to go get jamie at like 430 and we went shopping for costumes with my mommy for like 3 hoursss =] it was so0 funn haha we are being tooth fairys . yea i know ur all jealous <3 and yeah so we were in wal mart and we were trying to find white shirts in the " mens " department and here we go walking in and we saw a MAN thongg and i mean yeah its not thatfunny but me n jamie like literall peed our pants and we were laughing for like 10 minutes straight hahah it was amazingg!! then we got mcdonalds <33 and my mom had to stop at wawa on the way home but we stayed in the car and waited and little did we know there was a MAN PUTTING ON HIS EYE MAKEUP!!! hahah woah it was so0o hystericall can we say transvestite? um yeahh wow it was the highlight of my lifeee <333 cracked up againnn =] haha and then we came back to my house at like 730 and made our " stuff " haha <33 and then i washed jamies hair hah and she left around 9! i love her so0 muchh its unbelivealbe shes my best friend and no one could ever replace herr <33 id die without youuuuu
today -- had some lockdown procedure practice thing got in trouble cuz we were too loud cuz ya know its so0 real? yeah and hurt my hands in gym hardcore from some stupid ball game =[ and yeah we all tried to piss miss rutkowsky off haha it was hysterical. yeah then went to buses with poopface <3 love herrrr =] yeah and later on i have cheeeerleadingg <333 woah one more practice after this and its off to competiton wow im gunna pee my pants cuz im gunna be so0 scaredd wow but i know we are gunna do absolutely amazingggg <333 3 dayss girlss . we gottt thiss! alrite im out laterr
this just feels so0 rightt .. <333
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hmm i liedd hahah everything is wonderful <3333 and i like him so0 much and im gunna do whatever i can to make sure things work out this time <3 and i really think it will haha i love youu <3
got cheerleading in like 20 minutes so0 im outt . laterrr
5 dayss ladiess!! we gottt thisss! =]
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